• head hurts

  • hate assignment
  • have spent last hour doodling in notebook and watching movies that make me want to neck myself rather than doing homework
  • can’t focus on homework
  • head hurts
  • that’s why
  • complain complain complain
  • cry cry cry 
  • remember me makes me want to cry more
  • shower time
  • why are you crying lily
  • why aren’t you a better person lily
  • why don’t you work harder lily
  • why don’t you love better lily
  • I think you’re having hallucinations lily
  • not really but what’s with that dream replaying over and over in your mind it was such a simple dream 
  • why do you make such mean judgments about people lily 
  • why aren’t you nicer 
  • why aren’t you more talented
  • why are you so dumb
  • why are you so insecure about everything
  • confidence is the best lily and you’re really not very good at acquiring it
  • why aren’t you paying more attention to the people who care about you lily
  • damnit why are you still crying do something about these things